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VIII

Published online by Cambridge University Press:  11 April 2021

T. J. Lustig
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Keele University
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I’M afraid I can't quite say what, after that, I at first did, nor just how I immediately profited by our separation. I felt absurdly excited, though this indeed was what I had felt all day; there had been in fact deepening degrees of it ever since my first mystic throb after finding myself, the day before in our railway-carriage, shut up to an hour's contemplation and collation, as it were, of Gilbert Long and Mrs. Brissenden. I have noted how my first full contact with the changed state of these associates had caused the knell of the tranquil mind audibly to ring for me. I have spoken of my sharpened perception that something altogether out of the common had happened, independently, to each, and I could now certainly flatter myself that I hadn't missed a feature of the road I had thus been beguiled to travel. It was a road that had carried me far, and verily at this hour I felt far. I daresay that for a while after leaving poor Briss, after what I may indeed call launching him, this was what I predominantly felt. To be where I was, to whatever else it might lead, treated me by its help to the taste of success. It appeared then that the more things I fitted together the larger sense, every way, they made—a remark in which I found an extraordinary elation. It justified my indiscreet curiosity; it crowned my underhand process with beauty. The beauty perhaps was only for me—the beauty of having been right; it made at all events an element in which, while the long day softly dropped, I wandered and drifted and securely floated. This element bore me bravely up, and my private triumph struck me as all one with the charm of the moment and of the place.

There was a general shade in all the lower reaches—a fine clear dusk in garden and grove, a thin suffusion of twilight out of which the greater things, the high tree-tops and pinnacles, the long crests of motionless wood and chimnied roof, rose into golden air. The last calls of birds sounded extraordinarily loud; they were like the timed, serious splashes, in wide, still water, of divers not expecting to rise again.

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The Sacred Fount , pp. 74 - 89
Publisher: Cambridge University Press
Print publication year: 2019

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  • VIII
  • Henry James
  • Edited by T. J. Lustig, Keele University
  • Book: The Sacred Fount
  • Online publication: 11 April 2021
  • Chapter DOI: https://doi.org/10.1017/9781139506786.014
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  • VIII
  • Henry James
  • Edited by T. J. Lustig, Keele University
  • Book: The Sacred Fount
  • Online publication: 11 April 2021
  • Chapter DOI: https://doi.org/10.1017/9781139506786.014
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  • VIII
  • Henry James
  • Edited by T. J. Lustig, Keele University
  • Book: The Sacred Fount
  • Online publication: 11 April 2021
  • Chapter DOI: https://doi.org/10.1017/9781139506786.014
Available formats
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