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- Frontmatter
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- Acknowledgements
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- Introduction
- Select Bibliography
- Chronology
- Note on the Text
- Self-Control: A Novel, Volume 1
- Self-Control: A Novel, Volume 2
- CHAP. XIX
- CHAP. XX
- CHAP. XXI
- CHAP. XXII
- CHAP. XXIII
- CHAP. XXIV
- CHAP. XXV
- CHAP. XXVI
- CHAP. XXVII
- CHAP. XXVIII
- CHAP. XXIX
- CHAP. XXX
- CHAP. XXXI
- CHAP. XXXII
- CHAP. XXXIII
- CHAP. XXXIV
- Editorial Notes
- Silent Corrections
- Textual Variants
CHAP. XX
from Self-Control: A Novel, Volume 2
- Frontmatter
- CONTENTS
- Acknowledgements
- List of Figures
- Introduction
- Select Bibliography
- Chronology
- Note on the Text
- Self-Control: A Novel, Volume 1
- Self-Control: A Novel, Volume 2
- CHAP. XIX
- CHAP. XX
- CHAP. XXI
- CHAP. XXII
- CHAP. XXIII
- CHAP. XXIV
- CHAP. XXV
- CHAP. XXVI
- CHAP. XXVII
- CHAP. XXVIII
- CHAP. XXIX
- CHAP. XXX
- CHAP. XXXI
- CHAP. XXXII
- CHAP. XXXIII
- CHAP. XXXIV
- Editorial Notes
- Silent Corrections
- Textual Variants
Summary
It was not without hesitation that Laura formed her resolution to conceal from Hargrave her place of abode. She felt for the uneasiness which this concealment would cause him. She feared that her desertion might remove one incitement to a virtuous course. But she considered, that while their future connection was doubtful, it was imprudent to strengthen by habitual intercourse their need of each other's society; and she reflected, that she could best estimate his character from actions performed beyond the sphere of her influence. Her watchful self-distrust made her fear to expose her resolution to his importunities; and she felt the impropriety of introducing into her aunt's family, a person who stood on terms with her which she did not choose to explain. These reasons induced her to withhold from Hargrave the knowledge of her new situation; and, certain that if it were known to Mrs Stubbs or her servants he would soon be master of the secret, she left no clue by which to trace her retreat. Perhaps, though she did not confess it to herself, she was assisted in this act of self-command by a latent hope, that as she was now to be introduced to a society on his own level, Hargrave might not find the mystery quite inscrutable.
She was kindly welcomed by Lady Pelham, and took possession of a small but commodious apartment, where she arranged her drawing-materials, together with the few books she possessed, intending to make that her retreat as oft en as her aunt found amusement or occupation independent of her. She resolved to devote her chief attention to making herself useful and entertaining to her patroness. In the first, she derived hopes of success, from Lady Pelham's declared incapacity for all employments that are strictly feminine. The second, she thought, would be at once easy and pleasant, for Lady Pelham was acute, lively, and communicative.
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- Self-Controlby Mary Brunton, pp. 178 - 189Publisher: Pickering & ChattoFirst published in: 2014